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I put all my hopes in you and even you let me down... There's nothing worse that have one million of people around you and be completely alone. "How I wish, how I wish you was here" One day you asked me if we were forever, and I remember that I say yes. But the most unbelievable thing is that for seven years ago I had closed to the world and the only people that was there and that said to me "stop with that! Be less proud!" It's the same that is now proving to me that show me for the world without fears can hurt, can kill ... from piece of piece can destroy you of the worse form that you could imagine. So if I have to pretend that every thing it's ok, let me say, pelo menos when you're can't hear .. FUCK YOU. I never deserved that! I wish you were always horrible, I'd rather not have known you than to have to lose you as well. From the bottom of my heart fuck you.